8.11.2019

Obedience, Sacrifice and Blessings

I ran out of life excuses to not read Leviticus, so I read it. All of it page by page. Chapter by chapter. Bible.org says, “Leviticus used to be the first book that Jewish children studied in the synagogue. In the modern church, it tends to be the last part of the Bible anyone looks at seriously.” They were right. It was my last book to read and I am almost 50.

All my life, I feel that pastors and Sunday school teachers and other well-meaning people have pushed me away from Leviticus as if it had a plague connected with it and not a blessing for my life. However, friend, if you could just make it a plan to open up the Word of God to Leviticus, you will see God’s marvelous plan for us as humanity unfold and how his grace really is sufficient.

In Leviticus, we see how the Law of God is deeply connected with God being the God of the Promise. We can see how obedience is connected to sacrifice. We can see how the sacrifice is connected to the blessing. We can better understand the Word of God from Genesis to the Book of Revelation.


The Law of God: 

When we open up Leviticus, it can be daunting because the laws are confusing. I can only imagine how confusing it was for the Israelites living at the time. It seemed like a big list of thou-shalt-nots and that would make sense as it was the Word of God given to Moses to be a directive to the Nation of Israel. It was hard to keep them, but that is why God had in place, the Day of Atonement and shows us that our walk with God in holiness as he is holy, is a day by day process and not a big, once-in-a-lifetime event. Maybe Leviticus seems like a long boring movie with bad lighting, shoddy CGI and the worst lines for characters to read ever, but it is not. It is the Word of God and the Word of God is precious and it is ever important to read so that we can understand God more and his grace.


God of the Promise: 

The promises of God are the real heart of Leviticus for me and not the list of all the things I fail at. In fact, I could make that list all by myself. I know I am a sinner and were it not for the grace of God I would be a perpetual hot mess. In Leviticus 26:1-11 we read this:

The Lord continued, “Never make worthless idols or set up a carved statue or a sacred stone for yourselves. Never cut figures in stone to worship them in your country, because I am the Lord your God. Observe my days of rest as holy days and respect my holy tent. I am the Lord.

“This is what I will do if you will live by my laws and carefully obey my commands:

“I will give you rain at the right time. The land will produce its crops, and the trees in the field will produce their fruit.  Threshing[a] time will last until grape gathering, and grape gathering will last until planting. You will eat all you want and live securely in your land.

“I will bring peace to your land. You will lie down with no one to scare you. I will remove dangerous animals, and there will be no war in your land. You will chase your enemies, and you will defeat them.  Five of you will chase a hundred of them, and a hundred of you will chase ten thousand of them. You will defeat your enemies, and I will be pleased with you.

Your families will be large, and I will keep my promise to you.  You will clear out old food supplies to make room for new ones.  “I will put my tent among you, and I will never look at you with disgust. So I will live among you and be your God, and you will be my people. I am the Lord your God. I brought you out of Egypt so that you are no longer slaves of the Egyptians. I have broken their power over you and made you live as a free people.”

Obedience: 


Obedience to God is the key to unlocking his promises. In fact, our act of obedience comes before any manifestation of the blessing. It comes first. Just like we need to seek God first. It is the first fruit of our life as a follower of Jesus. It is believing that God’s best for us is wrapped around our obedience and even when we are called to obey the Holy Spirit and the way God speaks through the Holy Spirit to us in a way we don’t understand deeply, it is awareness that we are not meant to understand all things anyhow. Just do it.

For example, let me start with the beginning. No idols. That means nothing comes before God. Nothing. Not sports, not friends, not social media, not culture, not social standing or status….nothing. Idols are things that are worthless, things that hold no eternal value. I know you like myself, have the Ten Commandments down pat and idols is also one of them. In the Old Testament, the Israelites are constantly forgetting God and making idols and it is not a surprise that the blessing didn’t follow them.  This is the area that God is working in me deeply to the core of who I am, going back to see where I carelessly picked up idols and eased God out. Yes, there are many, many ways we can cut figures of stone in the days we are living in because I find that I myself build up idols within me and how I set up my days and how I spend my time, it is not about things I set out in my house that are more important. Its how I set myself UP, my posture, me before God in certain areas. God is dearly dealing with my heart alignment, my vertical alignment to him.

Sacrifice: 

Obedience requires a sacrifice.  So how does this involve sacrifice? Things need to go. Today, it is about mindset changes, how I use my time and heart. In Leviticus, there were many types of sacrifice. Sacrifice should cost me something, otherwise, it is not a sacrifice. What I am pressing in on right now has in a way that I didn’t expect and I have asked God if there was another way, or to reduce the season of time. Instead, God has opened up the door to me to see me as he sees me and do some renovations in my heart and spirit about certain matters. There is also a posture in the sacrifice required by God for me.

“When you sacrifice a peace offering to the LORD, offer it properly so you will be accepted by God.” Leviticus 19:5 

As I think back to other ways I have “sacrificed,” I realize how my heart posture in the sacrifice was withholding me from the blessing because it was not done from a true spirit.



Blessings:


If I look at the beautiful blessings that are poured out over the Israelites in Leviticus 26, I can’t see how any of them would not want to live a life full of obedience and sacrifice to God. It just makes sense, but then I think of myself and the ways that I did not and how because of it, God had to lead me through my own wilderness until I had nothing left to offer but my obedience and sacrifice. It is not only for the blessings that are listed in Leviticus 26, but it is for all the blessings in the Word of God. They are for me, but they come with sacrifice and that sacrifice is an act of obedience. I can’t have it any other way. I would be nice, but it doesn’t work that way. What I gave up for God to do his best work in me was awkward and uncomfortable. I stumbled a bit trying to find my new feet. There is a joy in the full surrender. There is a magnificent release when you can finally sing, “I Surrender All” not “I Surrender 5/8ths.”

Grace:

When we close out Leviticus we continue reading the Word of God, we will see how the Grace of God makes sense. We can see why God got so frustrated with the Kings of Israel and of Judah and the many Israelite people who no longer followed the law. We can see the grace weaved through the Old Testament through the stories of the faithful remnant and Tamar, Rahab, Ester, Ruth, Sarah, Bathsheba come to mind first but there are oh so many more.

I like how Bible Study Tools explains it, “The word "grace" in biblical parlance can, like forgiveness, repentance, regeneration, and salvation, mean something as broad as describing the whole of God's activity toward man or as narrow as describing one segment of that activity. An accurate, common definition describes grace as the unmerited favor of God toward man. In the Old Testament, the term that most often is translated "grace, " is hen; in the New Testament, it is Charis [cavri"].


The word hen occurs around sixty times in the Old Testament. There are examples of man's favor to man, but the theological concept of importance to us is the grace of God demonstrated toward man. The term occurs most often in the phrase favor "in your (i.e., God's) sight" or "in the eyes of the Lord."”

We understand more about what the Apostles in the New Testament were preaching about when they talk of “The Law” and ever much so with Apostle Paul who did his best to follow the rules but knew nothing about grace until God found him on the Damascus Road. In the New Testament, we learn that grace is given freely and without merit. We don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve it. God willingly sent his Son, a member of the Trinity, Jesus to die for me and take my place by exchanging my sins for his pure sinless love that I might go forward like so many people did in the New Testament and share with others the same great hope. I need a redeemer. I need Jesus the Redeemer.

We have parts of our lives that are lived well and parts that are not. God wants the whole surrender from us. Not the partial. He doesn’t even want the partial credit. He wants all the glory and all the honor. He is worthy of it.

What is the story of the Bible?

It is this: Obedience requires sacrifice and sacrifice is needed to open the storehouse of blessings. 

They are all interconnected.

Do what is right

Be faithful to God

Be obedient

Seek God with a whole heart, soul and mind

This is important not just when things are going well, but for times when we can’t see what God is doing and instead of freaking out, rest and believe in the faithfulness of God and his promises over us. Claim them. Worship. Pray. Repeat.  This heart posture opens the gates to the storehouse of blessings that God has prepared in advance for us! That is good news.





A Place Called Shechem

It was five years ago when my mother had the great idea that we all should go to family camp. I was 100% less enthused as she was. However, if you have met my mother, you know that she can con you into almost anything. Though the whole family was invited, only my daughter and I went with my parents in a small car on a 4.5-hour drive to Wisconsin. I still didn’t want to go. I thought it would involve *camping* in cabins and I wasn’t down with that, but I was at least relieved that it would not be in a tent. As we pulled into the old Lawson Estate now known as Green Lake Conference Center, I could feel a shift in my hard heart. The winding roads through the historic estate and the wide-open lake with the beautiful buildings called my name. Then a bit of panic set in. I had packed camping clothes and around me, as we drove through the estate, I could see ladies in dresses, nice shoes and jewelry. For the love. I had no idea what happened. I was extremely thankful for the onsite gift shop that includes crafts from around the world as well as *jewelry*. (And side note, people don't always dress up, people do wear shorts and workout gear, but that was my first gut perspective.) I felt a bit better, but I still had sneakers and flip-flops and I didn’t have any nice dresses. The brochure said formal dinner and I had read that, but really while camping? That didn’t make any sense. It was no lie. I was unprepared.


Have you ever been unprepared? Are you a planer and the answer is no? I think I fall somewhere in the middle. Not entirely unprepared, not entirely a planner. I like to leave room for “the Holy Spirit to work.” Ha! So, this was me, unprepared not just with what I had brought with me, but with what was going to happen to me through the gift of this week away from the hustle and bustle and concentrated time with Jesus.  It has become a place to listen to God.

So, where do you go to spend time with our Abba Father? Is it a certain place in your house? At home, it is on my sofa. I am a girl with a book, a pen, a journal and a Bible. If there is a weight on my heart, it is a walk outside in prayer for a long time listening to worship music. Here at the lake, it is about being outside. As I write, I am staring at the green trees, the rippling water and basking in the sunshine.

The lake escape called Northern Pines has become Shechem. Have you heard of Shechem? It is a place in the Bible. It is not lost on me at all that Shechem is nestled between two valleys. Nor is it lost on me at all that is is a place that was well protected and a place of refuge. I come to this camp just before school starts and there is always something very personal that is resting on my heart and I need to hear from God.

It was in Shechem Abraham pitched a tent and made an altar of worship to God. It was in Shechem that Jacob bought land and settled and built a well. It was in Shechem that Moses gathered the Israelites by God’s command to talk about blessings and curses. It was in Shechem that Joshua brought people together to say good-bye and renew the covenant with the Israelites and God by laying down a large “massebah” or standing stone. It was in Shechem that Joseph’s bones were buried and kings were appointed. It was in Shechem where Jesus stood and offered hope to the women at the well, the very same well that Jacob made. God had a plan for Shechem.

Today, Shechem has become part of the West Bank. The ruins of ancient Shechem were rediscovered in 1903, situated at Tel Balatah two kilometers east of the present-day Palestinian city of Nablus. (New World Encyclopedia). Its history is rich and alive ever still.


Shechem is also Northern Pines. The name of the family camp I go to with friends I have made and love to see that come in from all over the United States and sometimes, other countries. Shechem is my family gathered here including my sister and her family and sometimes my brother and his as well as our parents. Shechem is my daughter thriving through the “Wilderness” and then hopefully moving up to the Jr. High and next year, being a “Wilderness” counselor (though she could go to the Sr. High program. Shechem is my two little nephews playing in the kids Bible school program, having lunch with us and really having a super great time. Shechem is my nephew who struggles with his faith coming anyhow. Shechem is my parents who lovingly welcome us to come with them again and time spent with them here. There are things we all do together, things we all do separately but we come back to Shechem to gather daily and renew our commitment to our family and to God.

Do you go to camp somewhere? I’d love to know where! If you don’t, would you love to come with me? I have a seat for you at my table, you can get to know new forever friends and if


There is a space for you on this dock.
you are a family with littles under the age of 3rd grade, you get free babysitting. What? Click on the link to both the Green Lake Conference Center where we are as well as to our camp Northern Pines that gathers here.

My prayer for you is that you too will have a place called Shechem in your life.

Into the Deep

I live in Minnesota where there are lakes on every corner, however, I hate deep waters. I don't even like to dive in off a pontoon into the lake. What is in there? What is at the bottom? Where is the bottom? I am anxious about drowning due to an unpleasant childhood incident and the only way I like to be in deep water is if I can see the bottom. My fear is conquered a bit through snorkeling. I really enjoy it. Recently we were out snorkeling at Palancar Reef, El Cielo, Columbia Reef and Paraiso Reef.


It was magnificent. Except I almost missed it. See, I panicked during the first dive. Even though I had a waist flotation device so I wouldn't drown and I could see the bottom (and golly was it beautiful!), the waves in the deep ocean were crashing over me and the wind was rough. I couldn't get my breath regulated and I panicked. I told myself, Kimberly, God didn't bring you into the deep waters of the ocean to drown you today, get your act together. I mentally had to tell myself to breathe.  I counted my breaths and I relaxed and floated. I missed some of the beauty of the moment because of my panicking.  Though we hope to return one day,  bits of the first dive are lost. I missed some of the treasures of rare beauty because I panicked.




As I was floating, God was speaking to me about deep waters. In the deep waters of my life, when I couldn't see the bottom when the winds were rough and waves were crashing over me like fierce giants, he has been ever faithful and ever true. His word full of his promises for me is my flotation device and need to rest in him and breathe deeply and trust him at his word.  I have panicked before in life. Actually, I have had massive panic attacks that freeze me up. The only way for me to work my way through it is by worship music, by turning my thoughts deeply toward the one who made me. The Bible says that we are to be knitted to God.


1 John 2:27 says in the Amplified version that, "We must remain in Him [being rooted in Him, knit to Him]."  Knitted? So, do you knit? I do not. I sew and I know that when a thread or a yarn is wrapped around thread it is stronger. That is why we are to be wrapped around our Father. We are stronger in him. We are to be knitted to him. Rooted deeply in him so when we feel like we are in the middle of the ocean without snorkel gear or scuba gear and no life preserver, we can trust the one who made us, who knows us full well and who has promises for us written in scarlet and he will be with us even in the deepest of waters.


Bethel Music has a song called Goodness of God and the repeating line is: "All my life you have been faithful. All my life you have been so, so good. With every breath that I am able, I will sing of the Goodness of God."

It is true. It is all true.  My entire life from my very first breath until my very last, I will sing of the goodness of God. His faithfulness chases me down. His love for me is unfathomable. Even in deep waters, he is with me and he will be with you too.


"I love You, Lord for Your mercy never failed me. All my days, I've been held in your hands from the moment that I wake up until I lay my head. Oh, I will sing of the goodness of God. 

All my life You have been faithful. All my life You have been so, so good. With every breath that I am able, I will sing of the goodness of God.

I love Your voice. You have led me through the fire. In the darkest night, you are close like no other. I've known You as a Father. I've known you as a friend. I have lived in the goodness of God. 

Your goodness is running after, it's running after me. With my life laid down, I'm surrendered now. I give You everything. Your goodness is running after, it's running after me."